MEJIBRAY - 偽りの仮面/じさつのうた (itsuwari no kamen/jisatsu no uta) (English Lyrics)

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lyrics: 綴

Romaji: hiphopVOMIT

Translation: Gizorz

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偽りの仮面/じさつのうた

手首を切ってみた

フェザーハイ・ステンレス

左手首にあてがい45°

右手で引き抜いて溢れる赤いジュレ

口を赤く染めて生きてる味確かめた

首を吊ってみた

細く黒いネクタイ

ドアノブにかけて身を任す

苦しくなって暴れてしまったんだ

まだ死ぬのには早かった？

外に出れば僕は僕で僕ではない誰かで

人と視線を合わせる事も難しい

話をすれば僕は僕で僕ではない誰かで

作り上げた笑顔で応える

偽りの仮面で僕は世間を拒絶した

偽りの仮面で作られた自分を演出する

人の前で僕は僕で僕ではない誰かで

誰かが僕の中を知る事は許さない

生きようとする僕は僕で僕ではない誰かなの？

偽りの仮面で僕は世界を拒絶した

偽りの仮面で作られた自分を演出

偽りの仮面で僕は大地にしがみついている？

僕はいつから生きるのが下手になったのだろう？

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itsuwari no kamen/jisatsu no uta

tekubi o kitte mita

FEZAAHAI SUTENRESU

hidaritekubi ni ategai yonjuugo do

migite de hikinuite afureru akai JURE

kuchi o akaku somete ikiteru aji tashikameta

kubi o tsutte mita

hosoku kuroi NEKUTAI

DOANOBU ni kakete mi o makasu

kurushiku natte abarete shimatta n'da

mada shinu noni wa hayakatta?

soto ni dereba boku wa boku de boku dewanai dareka de

hito to shisen o awaseru koto mo muzukashii

hanashi o sureba boku wa boku de boku dewanai dareka de

tsukuriageta egao de kotaeru

itsuwari no kamen de boku wa seken o kyozetsu shita

itsuwari no kamen de tsukurareta jibun o enshutsu suru

hito no mae de boku wa boku de boku dewanai dareka de

dareka ga boku no naka o shiru koto wa yurusanai

ikiyou to suru boku wa boku de boku dewanai dareka na no?

itsuwari no kamen de boku wa sekai o kyozetsu shita

itsuwari no kamen de tsukurareta jibun o enshutsu

itsuwari no kamen de boku wa daichi ni shigamitsuiteiru?

boku wa itsu kara ikiru no ga heta ni natta no darou?

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Mask of lies/suicide song

I tried to cut my wrists

Feather high stainless*

alligned at 45°to my left wrist

I retract my right hand, red gel floods out

I paint my mouth red and confirm the taste of life 

I tried to hang myself

With a thin black necktie

Tied it to the doorknob and left my body to it

It started to hurt, I struggled

Is it still too soon to die?

When I go out as someone who's not me

It's still hard to meet people's eyes

When I talk as someone who's not me

I respond with a fabricated smile

I rejected the world with my mask of lies

I direct myself with the mask of lies I created

In front of people I'm someone who's not me

Nobody would approve of what I am am inside

Am I someone who's not me as I'm trying to live?

I rejected the world with my mask of lies

I direct myself with my mask of lies

Am I clinging to the ground with this mask of lies?

When have I gotten so bad at living?

* brand for razors